Strange things happen at bus stops. It only took a
few minutes of musing in the drizzling rain the other day to realise what I’ve
been missing from my life since I started university. I was standing on the
Strand, watching a myriad of fashionistas materialize in time-honoured
kaleidoscopically colourful style for London Fashion Week.
I was always a difficult child. I can vividly recall
my beleaguered mother driving me an hour every day to nursery, whereupon
arrival I would put up a spectacular display of histrionics. Once, I was sick
all over some power-crazed supervisor’s lap after being forced to watch Pingu.
Mum said she would never forget the day when the nursery teacher fatalistically
predicted that I would “never ever settle in at school”.
In fact, all I really wanted was to sit at home
watching my mum create her bespoke wedding dresses. I was her right-hand girl;
and I used to smuggle little scraps of silk and cuttings from the liberty print
bolts into my sewing box, so I could whip up my own designs later on.
Then I started school. Of course, good academic grades
and school awards were just further embarrassing confirmation to my siblings of
my eccentricity. I was playfully branded as the “black sheep” in the midst of
an artistic family; not to say that I relinquished my arts subjects. I’ve
always found that art perfectly counteracts essays.
By the time A-levels dawned upon me bearing their
academic burden, I can categorically say that I owe my sanity to Product Design
which allowed me proliferate my creativity. I felt like I was betraying Mum,
and myself in a way when I decided not to pursue art. I remember in one
university interview when the professor boorishly questioned the correlation
between my A-levels. I replied simply that creativity is manifested in numerous
ways. Recently, however I’d lost sight of pursuing those avenues.
I believe everyone has some degree of creativity.
And those who staunchly deny it just haven’t discovered it yet. If we stop classifying
our talents and start embracing new mediums of self-expression then it can only
be a positive thing. I look at the “anything goes” fashion on the streets as a
telling form of reinvention; and London is the ideal habitat to nurture that
instinct. As for me, I realised I didn’t
have to give up art. In fact, nothing catalyses the desire to eschew books and channel
the urge to deface your insipid, yellow bedroom wall with a wacky mural like
embarking on an English degree.
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